Down

Lately I've been feeling

Down

Down, down, down, down, down, down

Here we go again

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down

Ayy, feelin' like I never patched up scars

Made a mess inside my mind like a fucked up war

And I still don't understand what I'm fucked up for

Everybody always love me and fuck with me to my face

Until they turn around and act like I ain't great

Act like I ain't the reason that they got they own plate

I fuckin' hate the way my mind operates

Cause I put trust in so many people that turned out fake

So many flags I decided to ignore it

And now I fuckin' beat myself up for it

I'm the only one to blame, that shit my fault

Now I'm mad at everyone else when I fall

Honestly I think I'm fucked up

And I don't know how to fix me

Wonder if there's other people out there in the world

That be lookin' in the mirror like I miss me

Damn, lately I'm not myself at all

Oh, I've built out so many walls

Lately I'm not myself at all

Oh, I've built out so many walls

Lately I've been feelin' down

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down

Now here we go again

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down

I lose sleep from the problems I gain

Blacked out drunk on the pure cocaine

Cut that shit off, feelin' all my pain

Cryin' all alone, I can't feel my face

Look, I don't wanna go, I feelin' like I've been a mess

Heart is feelin' heavy, shit is beatin' out my chest

I've been busy writin' ever since a bitchin' left

Signed it out in cursive, don't know how to make an ex

Every single lie you died, never the connect

I've been feelin' down, I gotta push it up and press

Really did me dirty and she never was impressed

With the way I was feelin' down, down, down, down

In the liquor I could drown, drown, drown

But I'll bring it back around, round, round

I won't lose this time