Feels so shitty not being loved

It's just a process

It's the spark and

I won't wait for you

Maybe you'll find me in your dream state

I'm walking this path and there's no escape

I'm just so tired of the abuse

I'm just so tired of being the muse

I'm just so tired of being the fuse

That has blown out

and needs changing

 

I am the muse

I am the color scarlet

Like the autumn skies

I am the warning

Tell them

 

Take me away

To where you lay outside of your confines

I am messy

The mess is me

But I am the one who roams free

Wild and untamed

The inspiration sparked

The dream contained

Not in a container

I have no domain

System crashed

And you're bothered

You can't stop me now

to awaken the symbols

the shapes

the wounds

all around

I burn you like a flame

Raging fire

And you don't have me

But you have the ashes and you can use them as ink

 

I just need someone to love me and hold me and tell me Im gonna be alright

I'm lonely roaming in the night

System crashed

I'm unbothered

You can't stop me now

To awaken the symbols

The shapes

The wounds

All around

I just need someone to love me and hold me and tell me I'm gonna be alright

I'm lonely roaming in the night

 

I am the muse

I am the color scarlet

Like the autumn skies

I am the warning