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THE END
Hip-Hop/Rap
THE END was released on July 11, 2025 by Shattwell Records as a part of the album SECTION 88
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Release DateJuly 11, 2025
LabelShattwell Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM91

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Hunter Hagen
Hunter Hagen
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kenneth Shattwell
Kenneth Shattwell
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
K.C.
K.C.
Producer
Kenneth Shattwell
Kenneth Shattwell
Mixing Engineer
H1TMAN
H1TMAN
Producer
Nicholas Blake Reedy
Nicholas Blake Reedy
Co-Producer
Reasy Beats
Reasy Beats
Producer

Lyrics

Just 13, when the world went cold
And mom left me with him and now the devil had hold
But he ain't drink, he ain't smoke, he just hit when he spoke
He said I looked like my mom and every word was a choke
Ever since my little brother was born
It was like I didn't exist unless it was exactly for that war
Got beat on the daily and then pushed past the edge
Had that ninemm, put it right to my head
I pulled that trigger but then it jammed in place
I guess death, ain't ready just to look me in the face
Laid there shaking with my soul half gone
Like if life don't kill me then I'll write this song
There were some nights when I prayed to feel less hate
But the devil in the mirror just laughed it's too late
This is the end of the boy who I was
This is for the nights when I bled for the love
This is for the click that could've took me away
But it didn't so I'm here, I got something to say
This is the end of the silence and fear
This is the end of the screams that no one could hear
I ain't break, I evolve, Just exactly in the dark
So if this is goodbye then I'm leaving my mark
17 kicked out, nothing to pack
And no love in the house and just the weight on my back
Lived on the streets and then a place I couldn't afford
1500 a month, California's at war
Tried to drink myself just out of existence
Three times almost gone and still no resistance
Nobody called, nobody came
I was losing my soul and forgot my name
The silence was loud and the nights were long
I was screaming in my head to feel like I belonged
Even pain felt like that, it knew my face
And so I slept with shame and a ghost in my place
Wrote rhymes to a God that I couldn't believe
I laid my trauma on beats just to help me breathe
I was dead to the world but then I still woke up
I guess rock bottom talks when you don't give a fuck
This is the end of the boy who I was
This is for the nights when I bled for the love
This is for the click that could've took me away
But it didn't so I'm here, I got something to say
This is the end of the silence and fear
This is the end of the screams that no one could hear
I ain't break, I evolve, Just exactly in the dark
So if this is goodbye then I'm leaving my mark
20 years old, moved back in with mom
And with my old girl cause you know I thought I found calm
But the rage came with me, I was screaming and breaking
Controlling the one person who stayed when I was shaking
I became a father and it made me sick
She saw the raw monster but then she never quit
She held me through the fire while I tore rust down
She still wore her ring while I burned this house
Then I signed up, military dreams
But war just doesn't fix what I couldn't redeem
Came home with a limp with these nightmares in my chest
My career was all gone, mind cracked with no rest
Had blood on my boots and with the fire on my bones
I couldn't define peace even back at home
Now every salute feels like a part of a grave
And now I march with regret through the lives that I saved
This is the end of the boy who I was
This is for the nights when I bled for the love
This is for the click that could've took me away
But it didn't so I'm here, I got something to say
This is the end of the silence and fear
This is the end of the screams that no one could hear
I ain't break, I evolve, Just exactly in the dark
So if this is goodbye then I'm leaving my mark
Written by: Kenneth C Shattwell
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