These are the nights that I feel like I’m losing you

Finding you already sleeping alone and I don’t wanna make it the usual

These are the nights that I dreamed about everyday, you know, sharing a room with you

These are the nights that we dreamed about, and they supposed to beautiful

Always ask you when I’m working like this does it make me delusional?

I ask a lot things more than once but, you never let me feel stupid tho

I just wanna show support for you the way you do for me

I don’t think I’m very good at that and I think you can see

You’d never say it though

Is that just the way it goes?

I guess we’re learning together

I know we’re both uncertain about things

I know we’re hurting together

I know your hurt a way deeper than mine, and you don’t like sharing the weight

But I’m not embarrassed to say

I’m glad you allow me to stay

I’m glad that you opening up when it’s hard, you show me how to brave

I’m happy you love me the same, inches apart or hours away

I don’t know how to think about our time together if it’s not forever

Maybe we’re lost for now, but we could be lost together

Trust me I’m trying

Sometimes I think I never told you

When you’re standing in the shower and crying

While your tears turn into water

I’ll hold you

We both hate getting older

And how that makes us feel

Our childhood pets are gone or on their way out

And that makes it real

Your family drives you crazy, but they mean the most to you

I never call mine up enough, I should takes notes from you

I can still feel College-town nights, sharing my notes with you

We spent months and months apart, and I stayed close to you

Now I’m close to you but

I don’t know if you want

A life of just getting close to enough

Always had conversations ‘bout the worst case, even though we hated those

So either way, I’d like to make a toast

That’s just the way it goes

I guess we’re learning together

I know we’re both uncertain about things

I know we’re hurting together

I know your hurt a way deeper than mine, and you don’t like sharing the weight

But I’m not embarrassed to say

I’m glad you allow me to stay

I’m glad that you opening up when it’s hard, you show me how to brave

I’m happy you love me the same, inches apart or hours away

I don’t know how to think about our time together if it’s not forever

Maybe we’re lost for now, but we could be lost together

Trust me I’m trying

Sometimes I think I never told you

When you’re standing in the shower and crying

While your tears turn into water

I’ll hold you

I’ll hold you

I’ll hold you

I’ll hold you

I’ll hold you