Well RIP to Drilla know I miss you dearly

I'm shouting to the heavens hope that you can hear me

Tears falling down my eyes flowing like a river

Wanna give up but my OG never raised a quitter

Back in elementary I thrived on misery, my folks ain't never knew the inside was killing me

But we don't talk about it, ain't acting soft about it

To sulk in sadness luxury and it'll cost you bout it

How taxing, rather yet expensive

Urges are vindictive with you laying in intensive

Told us not to break the rules yeah you know we bent em, laws mean nothing where I'm from it's referendum

Chip on my shoulder, weighs like a thousand boulders

Am I seeing any growth as I continue growing older

I express my hurt my daddy said remain a soldier, **** dis the walks of a man don't see a stroller

Keep composure

Eyes up and stay poised, what is you a bitch or something ain't no little boys

Got it off the muscle Schwarzenegger with the roids, chasing after purpose and I'm tryna fill a void

Paranoid

Pair of dices fall from hand, rolls on the ground like the sight of fallen man

Seven days a week to touch the sky, or fall and land

Here go my emotions I'm just tryna stall again and hold it all in

Uh

Never bend, break, folded, we'll bloom soon cause we knew dat we was roses

Runnin' on fumes, but we knowing dat we chosen

It'll happen soon we'll land on the moon a different galaxy

I shut my eyes tight and still see them thangs vividly

She who lost her life that fatal night she still visit me

Locked in daily but they still can't imprison me, seein' what i'm sayin I decide to let them visions speak

Hopeless fuckin' life we seek solution feel it's not no way

Ask me how I feel, what you gon' do if I'm not okay

Trouble like a block away, and I need dat pronto pay

Just to move further, I'm disturbed everytime I lay

Help me Jesus Christ I'm in a crisis, all these sacrifices yet my life been feelin' lifeless

Not too many vices, but pussy and music, surely both them come with prices

I ask just why It's like this, it hurt for me to write this

Crampin' writing hand

Everytime I fail reevaluate my plight again, can't take no more L's I see victory in my sight again

Why I always dwell on what could've and what might've been, **** ain't no duckin from dem flames I'm dat FIREMAN

Pick a match wit me and you might burn something ****, take dis shit from me hey you might learn something killa

Don't work up in dis life you don't deserve nothin'

Wise sermons, purge something, feel dat urge comin'

POOF