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Ashamed
album cover
Ashamed was released on October 17, 2025 by Dot Dash Recordings as a part of the album Don't Be Afraid
October 17, 2025
LabelDot Dash Recordings
LanguageEnglish
BPM67
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

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Lyrics

I take my medication with uneasy dedication
I drink my paycheck with level-headed moderation
It takes a lot of work, diligence and contemplation
Trying not to fuck up and working on my patience
I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it
I'm to blame and I can't rearrange it
It's too sad to say
That I'd go back and choose a different way
I see people who hurt me and those who I've hurt in turn
It stings to walk by all the lessons that I've had to learn
Never simple, never fair
Right and wrong make a good pair
I'm ashamed but I can take it
I'm proud I never faked it
I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it
I'm to blame and I can't rearrange it
It's too sad to say
That I'd go back and choose a different way
It's not easy for me to remember loving you
The hot flat and the mildew
The warmth I felt while holding you
Replaced with chills and shaking
Clenched jaw, hate making
I'm ashamed but I can take it
I'm proud I never faked it
I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it
I'm to blame and I won't rearrange it
It's too sad to say
That I'd go back and choose a different way
Written by: Carla Geneve, Daniel Carroll
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