Aye

Yo

Its ideation

988

Yo, RipJay

Yo it's rip jay on the beat

Hard to value life i'm contemplating suicide

But don't i have it good?

Some people killed over a seat

So i gotta stay up on my feet

But sometimes its hard cause

I don't even wanna meet up with my friends

I let it bend i'm on a bender

So when we talking shots i'm throwing more than 10

But like i said i'm still much more than manic when i'm in my bed

And so i send to 998 again

Lil bitch i'm suicidal ideation never tell my friends again because

These stupid motherfuckers only ever wanna judge

They judging my addictions like they never chased a buzz

Or maybe they have not but soon they're gonna see

That i'll be poppin out on stages

Clowning on these bitches with a grudge

That they hold against me

Cause i'll be riding in a bentley

All blacked out 150

Stupid fucking pigs they always tryna get me

And if you wanna get me

Walk a mile in my shoes and then we'll see you walk against me ever again

And i just wanna let you know that i do not consider freinds

Cause once a man or woman ever wronged me

Then they all out of my circle and i'll say that shit again

Lil bitch

You are not my freind

And i will state that shit again and that's on god

But now i got some questions

Weather it's for me or my creator I just really need directions

How to make it out of my own head

It's hard when my projections got me locked up in a seat

And i ain't got no more protection from myself

It's my intention

And i know that i acknowledge that my mind needs some correction

And maybe some affection

From these stupid ass hoes that had made this my direction

On this path but i know one thing

I could never fucking last

Not all on my own

These people never get me in my house and so i never feelin safe inside my home

Judgement from your own

Family and fuckin people that you trusted i only see them as some bones

Because they all dead to me

But you already know that i feel dead and gone it's me against my head you see

They energy that's ebony in my own heart Cause i'm an enemy of my own self destruction

I'm high up in the canopy up in this bitch

And i know that you relate

Cause when i state that i'm depressed and lonely feel that it's my fate

And everyone is clowing people and they only showing hate

But i just guess that's how you live when the only thing you've known is to live up in that state

Aye and that's on gang

When you feel that you've been bleed dry

Bitches with some fangs

Acting like they really love you till they get the last take

Then put you all up on the stake

Leave you fuckin hanged and that's on gang