I wish that I could show you, Wish that I could show you

Wish I could put you in my shoes, Show you all that you do

That maybe I wouldn't have to push you, Yeah, Cause it feel like I'm being desouled

Can feel my skin rip right off the bone, You got me feeling cold

How this would end I definitely should've known, When things start to get out of control

I feel like I'm slowly reaching for my soul

Yeah, and just like a tune

Soft melodies when you walk up in my room, How i get so addicted to you

Am I stupid or just immune, Can't tell if I like the toxic shit or I'm choosing to ignore it

Wish I had more control but now I'm cruising and I'm flooring it

Your voice inside my head, Echoing in my brain

Saying things will change but at the end of the day

You remain the same, I mean shit I'm the only one I can blame

I chose to do this, I've been adding fuel to the flame

But then you call me pretty, Next week you make me feel shitty

And that's the difference, These bitches want Lulu, I want ricky

Let's go out, I'm feeling thrifty, Taking pictures in the city

For a perfume i drop a hundred fifty, Did you forget I got all these options

This that not enough to make you lock in, Bet these hoes won't put up with all your problems

while I was behind trying to solve all of em,

Yeah, I wish that I could show you

Wish I could put you in my shoes, Show you all that you do

And maybe I wouldn't have to push you, Cause I feel like I'm being desouled

Can feel my skin rip right off the bone, You got me feeling cold

How this would end , I definitely should've known

When things get out of control, I feel like I'm slowly reaching for my soul