When does it end

Thought I was destined for pens

Rorted I question my friends

They don't know that my head pressures tense

In a loop anxiety has crept up again

Never thought when at 10

I would grow up be infected with stress

Swept under debts

Lost and a mess

Saw a hospital bed

For the excessive meds

I was caught up again

Never thought when at 10

After an Eon progressed

I would hand over rent for a room and a bed

But who could've said

We'd be raided and run through

Fuck it was basically nuts dude

Freedom till the cops came and bust through

We'd come too ours senses now split but we were one group yeh

What happened to my housemate subdued ya mum man she loved you

She was trying to wake you and wash all the blood through ya face but you can't move

Fuck it was fatal a face full of flesh and a caved skull unable to process the fact that he's an angel

Man his mum

Didn't want her son to die but he was purple on the sides

And the moment that she realised was a burden of a sight

Cause not only what is him but a piece of her just died

Never thought when at 10

I'd be 25 now and be plenty burnt out

I've Already not found

Whatever's lost now

I've been hit by these heavy shot rounds

And I bet I got plenty more downs

Never thought when at 10

I'd be 25 now and be plenty burnt out

I've Already not found

Whatever's lost now

I've been hit by these heavy shot rounds

And I bet I got plenty more downs

Never thought when at 10

I'd be talking to voices warped in my head

Six yrs on I'd be walking with friends

Still awkward and tense in between having more of these meds

I would sort all of these heads

Not just one thing all of the rest

Packing these caps down like gravity

No Macca dees but I was grabbing these

Quarter pounders again

Voices pound and they said your a mess

Got clean just green

Codeine withdrawals on the bed

Stomach warping again

I was born dead life is a gift that was poured in my hand

But I have to admit all the torment and dread

The knife to my skin when I am cornered and vexed

In order to shift from the trauma progress

Show my daughter the strength to carry on give her all that I can

Never thought when at 10

I'd be 25 now and be plenty burnt out

I've Already not found

Whatever's lost now

I've been hit by these heavy shot rounds

And I bet I got plenty more downs

Never thought when at 10

I'd be 25 now and be plenty burnt out

I've Already not found

Whatever's lost now

I've been hit by these heavy shot rounds

And I bet I got plenty more downs