I mixed the Adderall with these Perky's, shouting I'm the pain

Talkin' bout the old days with my partner, shit don't feel the same

My day was, I know things done changed

Still got that place up in my heart, my love won't never change

I got a new kid again, had a few setbacks up in my life

All it did was humble me, open up my eyes to all this bullshit that was hard to see

Got so much shit goin' on around, I don't know where to believe it, yeah

Sometimes I sit back, read them chats to see what they be writin

I blame myself cause I put my trust in these strangers

That's what I get for even thangin' at them **** silent

Cause I seen it from the jump, there wasn't no gangster

Get out the mud if you got cold feet

You crossed the line, no lookin' back, you on your own, ****, don't bother me

I must confess, with all my dad around, it made me feel

Like I'm helpless and I can't even heal

Daddy, daddy, where you at

I was down bad, all on my ass, poppin' them pills

I was swervin' lane to lane, up in traffic, grippin' them wheels

If I would've died that night, you wouldn't even know who I am

Baby mama gone off this earth, I'm still tryna heal

**** fucked it up with this music, can't get the deal

All that I got is my word, wisdom, and skills

Bust my ass on my job cause this rappin' don't pay the bill

Watched my mama struggle down to the bottom, that broke my heart

And my sister turn her back on her family when she in the dark

And my ancestors, they at war with each other, they took it far

And the love for my brothers deported, don't know who they are

And granny, I know she rollin' around in her grave

Lookin' down on the family while everybody gettin' brave

Everything around me evilly got me burnin' the stage

Take this pain on a roll with me even when I hit the stage

They like, where you at? Right here, right here

I'm hustlin, I'm tryna be the man of the year

They like, where you at? Right here, right here

I'm hustlin, I'm tryna be the man of the year

I'm tryna be the man of the year