Fuck, I can't even, man I'm so fucking tired

I've been sitting in my room for days now, staring at the ceiling, nothing makes sense

Somehow

Mom keeps knocking, but I can't face her, all these thoughts in my head, they just fucking

Chase me

Seventeen and I feel like I'm already dead, wanna tell someone but words get stuck in

My head

You wouldn't understand anyway, nobody fucking gets it when I try to explain

My chest feels heavy, can't breathe right, been thinking bout not waking up tonight

Don't wanna be here, don't wanna try, sometimes I wonder if anyone would even cry

I'm falling apart, falling apart, can't hold it together, it's tearing my heart

I'm falling apart, falling apart, why does it hurt so much just to start

School's a fucking joke, I can't concentrate, everyone's talking shit, man I really hate

Being around people

When I feel this way, wish I could just disappear, not face another day

My dad keeps asking why my grades are shit, I can't tell him that I'm thinking about it

About ending everything, about giving up

Tired of pretending I'm okay, what the fuck, you keep texting me, but I can't respond

Feel like I'm drowning and you're way beyond, reaching me now, I'm too far gone, maybe it's

Better if I just move on

Oh, fuck's sakes, oh, I can't do this anymore, I just wanna, I just wanna stop, make it fucking

Stop

I'm sorry, I know you tried to help me, I know you fucking care, but I can't, I can't

Be here

I'm so tired of being scared of everything, of everyone, maybe when I'm gone you'll understand

What I've become

I'm falling apart, falling apart, can't hold it together, it's tearing my heart

I'm falling apart, falling apart, why does it hurt so much just to start

I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad, I'm sorry for being so fucking sad

Maybe tomorrow will be different