And maybe I could blame it on the cards that I was dealt with

Maybe the game that I'm playing it wouldn't help it

They said that I've been chasing a feeling, because I felt it

And if I still put it on my momma am I selfish?

See my father stole my meds when I was five, he did the same to Mimi now she in that cemetery

I praise the fucking lord he ain't the man my momma married

And Imma be a better man I put that on my buried

See my father made decisions, he wouldn't listen

Even when he had two kids he wouldn't grippen

Stuck up in the streets, and stuck with addictions

Trappin shit for killin, he turned it into a livin said

Travis when and chased his highs until they glisten

Forgot all about his past, that shit was missing

I remember I got caught by my momma, looked at me different

And that bottle of prescriptions, sean brady in the description like damn

Remember sleeping on them bed bugs, ashed blunt, and cigarette butts

I'm bumping heads with my brother for the next puff

And ain't other like my mother showed me damn love so

On my momma imma bless her

'Cause my name gon last forever

Wasn't broke before you met her

Told these bitches I'm to clever, so they calling me professor

Hey travis, think you left your fucking bottle on the dresser

And that bottle full of xanax, mom went into panic

How the fuck she 'sposed to feel her three year old just grabbed it

Thought that shit was candy, had it in hands

Five seconds away from turning right into my dad and

Let me not forget it, all that money you was stealing

Momma thought it's for her kids, but really my daddy was dealing

And my daddy was just driving

Speaking in the high way

Had me in the backseat, strung out had a high face

I thought that my daddy was taking my back to my place

Turns out that my momma hadn't seen in like five days

Po po sweeping driveways, momma had a to find me

Almost had a heart attack just thinking bout the likely

Ain't no other like me

Bitch don't try to try me

I'm screaming all of my feelings until this fucking mic bleed

It's just a feeling, but a feeling that I feel too much