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Trails
Hip-Hop/Rap
Trails was released on June 27, 2025 by esosamadeit as a part of the album Reactions - EP
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Release DateJune 27, 2025
Labelesosamadeit
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM65

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
esosa
esosa
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Elijah Givens
Elijah Givens
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
esosa
esosa
Producer

Lyrics

Mama prayin' every night I don't die young,
Lost my cousin to the streets, he ain't see twenty-one
Pops locked up, so I moved like a man,
Had a .38 tucked when I first hit the stand
Didn't wanna trap, but the bills too real,
Ain't no dinner on the stove, just a dream and a pill
School tried to help, but I was too far gone,
Gettin' fronted in the back lot, right off my phone
Ain't no role models, just scammers and dealers,
OGs off Henny, teachin' pain to the children
Told bro I'd make it out, I don't want this forever,
But every time I quit, somethin' pull me back better
They say God give tests, but I'm tired of the class,
Feds took T-Mac, now his name on a glass
Still duckin' indictments, runnin' from time,
Only time we see peace is when the song rewind
These trials made me cold, but I still got a soul,
Tryna turn all this pain into platinum and gold
I done lost too much just to fold for a name,
I been stuck in this fire, but I walk through the flame
They don't know the cost, they just see the result,
I was sleepin' with regrets, tryna patch up a hole
All these trials I faced, still I'm chasin' the win,
Lord, forgive me for the things I did just to live
I done slept in the whip, with a pole in my hoodie,
Brody died with his strap — that still don't make him a bully
I been duckin' that van, tryna not be a stat,
They put chalk on ambition, then they label you black
Ain't no therapists around, just a bottle and pain,
We either crash or survive — no umbrella in rain
Tired of fake handshakes and them "check-in" calls,
They disappear when you broke, then pop out when you ball
I lost count of the times I done prayed in the dark,
With my back to the wall and my faith fallin' apart
Every trial I endured put some ice in my heart,
But I never let it stop me — I just learned to play smart
Seen my dawg get hit, he was fresh outta court,
Had a bracelet on his ankle, now his face on a porch
I be movin' like a ghost when I slide through the city,
keep my circle tight — can't let no one sit with me
I ain't flexin' on nothin', I just made it through fire,
This ain't luck — I'm still breathin', that alone should inspire
No cosigns, no handouts, just pain and a mission,
Now I rap for the trenches, for the lost and the prisoned
These trials made me cold, but I still got a soul,
Tryna turn all this pain into platinum and gold
I done lost too much just to fold for a name,
I been stuck in this fire, but I walk through the flame
They don't know the cost, they just see the result,
I was sleepin' with regrets, tryna patch up a hole
All these trials I faced, still I'm chasin' the win,
Lord, forgive me for the things I did just to live
Written by: Elijah Givens
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