I spit my heart out till I'm numb in the chest

Just gotta give em something to grasp in the subtlest sense

To say I love you turn synonymous to see you tomorrow

Cause you should know that nothing is promised or easily said

I follow what I often admire

I lit a candle in the dark and just been walking for miles

Going only off my gut and not what's causing the sirens

I came to peace with what was was lost in the fire

Talk to my mom on the phone and gaining wisdom she just thought I should know

You can't affect the things you wanted to change till you surrender to the things that you don't

Taking time to realize it feels good to let go

And I've been holding on so long my first clenched to the rope

Even when I lost sight I never lost the desire

Gotta keep on moving forward I'm a product of pride

And I'm a Gemini taurus so there's no changing my mind

I'm too stubborn with my goals but always taking my time

You can't rush me cause the best things are always inspired

Over several months of coping and preventing the spiral

Windows down I'm rolling and the road is gripping the tires

To keep me grounded thought I used to need a spliff to survive

I'm way stronger than I thought and had to make a decision

To stay in comfort zones or start to change the way that I'm living

I'm so glad my guardian angel just paid me a visit

Disguised as a cardinal perched on the branch that I'm sitting

I know you send me all these signs in the simplest forms

To stop and notice them all now I'm trying to make it a norm

If I embrace the unknown I start abandoning qualms

The more time I get to spend without my face in my palms

Being present and accepting that the tears will dissolve

If the product is the journey you can't fake the result

And if anything's uncertain rest assured it unfolds

Exactly as it's meant it's some things you can force

I admit sometimes I miss

Nights I was tireless

So I just sit by violets

Soaking the ambience