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deadbeat loser
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deadbeat loser was released on June 23, 2025 by 9641581 Records DK as a part of the album deadbeat loser - Single
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Release DateJune 23, 2025
Label9641581 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM166

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
zeni asterisk nightmares
zeni asterisk nightmares
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
zeni asterisk nightmares
zeni asterisk nightmares
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Paloma
Paloma
Producer

Lyrics

Wanna make it up to places, I don't know
Painted lights to the cracks in the window
I have a cigarette burnt so on the tol
I forget how it felt just to feel for a while I'm-
*p-p-p-pathetic*
Wanna make it up to places, I don't know
Painted lights to the cracks in the window
I have a cigarette burnt so on the tol
I forget how it felt just to feel for a while I'm a no-s-s-s-
*Loser*
Those clothes I don't wear
Hacking my man when nobody's there
Try to draw you from a memory blur
The lines all bleed and the voice gets smothered
Yeah, I talk like I'm fine with it now
But I talk to the ceiling when no one's around
I told myself I should go outside
But the rain made a difference, it just ain't the one
Night on, you can cry like it was Tuesday
Stare in the sky like it might be
Every chance to say goodnight
I wonder if you could feel alright
And I know I should let it fade
In the shadows, there's no use in waiting
No one will hear what you're saying
What the heck, I'm dead, I can't breathe
I sleep through alarms and calls again
You're the ghost in the glow of my ceiling fan
Like a mark in the shape of you, goodbye
Now I live with a silence, lies
I trace your words on my bedsheet wall
Like maybe they'll echo or maybe they'll hold
The ink runs dry when I write too slow
And the past won't stop me when I let go
How do I get out of places I don't know?
Cutting lights and cracks in the window
Have a cigarette burst low on this hall
I forget how it felt just to feel your body
The notes in the clothes I don't wear
I scream when nobody's there
I try to draw you from a memory
But the lights all bleed in the process
*L-L-Loser*
Written by: zeni asterisk nightmares
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