Haven't been myself and I don't know why

I see her all the time even with closed eyes

Catching feelings too fast 'soon as we get to lunch I was like"where's the group at?"

Tryna get my shit together vertically (what?)

Just can't stop chasing women that keep hurting me (damn)

Strong connections what I thought we had

Addicted to love but not in rehab.. yeah

Stitches all over my girl helped me heal (word?)

Emotions hittin' at once I don't know how to feel (word)

Butterflies in my stomach rememberin' what happened last time might make me cry

But I'm a man and I should be fine

I had strong ambitions asked a homie for some opinions

I hate love when it comes to decisions (to decisions)

Let me regain my conscious and let me think straight when this room stops spinning

And wander off into the yonder and go missing

I try to pay no mind wit her by my side

Cause you were the only thing that was on my mind

Someone found out I was crushing

Told them don't say nothing as I was texting you a friend said I was blushing

But I was just hot from running

It's hard not to focus on one thing

Tryna give it some months I wasn't rushing

Girl your love was heavy is that why I'm crushing?

Felt like we shoulda called more

All I'm finna do is ball more

Been wishing for some luck and you could say I was praying

Thought about ya every time I was laying

If you hear this just know what I'm sayin

Gave me your snap and a connection was made

Tried looking sharp but not like a blade

I got a new girl and she is my honey and I am still making money (makin money!)

I'll admit you was rigorous liked the same stuff and never seen a difference

I mean we shared the same interests

Feel like I'm too deep and I should just ditch fate

Remembered one day we called for like 12 hours straight

I ain't gonna lie it's kinda hard tryna wait when I seen ya my heart used to take flight

Yeah you was short but I didn't care about height

Thought I seen the future about us but it wasn't bright

Texting through the days until nights

I know I'm quite right cuz my love was on sight

Soon as I fell man you know I had to write I was trapped in the dark and I couldn't find a light

I had to come up all on my own except for some of the homies and brothers on my phone

Always truthful spitting straight facts and I'm still slowly making racks

Yeahhh