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Suffering
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Suffering was released on October 24, 2025 by Royal Mountain Records as a part of the album Good Story
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Release DateOctober 24, 2025
LabelRoyal Mountain Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM96

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Eliza McLamb
Eliza McLamb
Vocals
Jacob Blizard
Jacob Blizard
Electric Guitar
Ryan Ficano
Ryan Ficano
Bass
Sarah Goldstone
Sarah Goldstone
Keyboards
Jason Patrick McGerr
Jason Patrick McGerr
Drums
Sarah Tudzin
Sarah Tudzin
Additional Vocals
Lawson Alderson
Lawson Alderson
Additional Vocals
Max Cline
Max Cline
Additional Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Eliza McLamb
Eliza McLamb
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Sarah Tudzin
Sarah Tudzin
Producer
Lawson Alderson
Lawson Alderson
Additional Engineer
Greg Obis
Greg Obis
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Poor maudlin child, so wise beyond my years, sigh here
Such tragedy befell me so early, Adam weeps
There's no responsibility when your life sucks this bad
But here's a secret that I keep, please don't tell anybody
[Chorus]
I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing
If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything
I get fucked up, play the victim
Fuck myself to do it quicker
Oh yeah, I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing
[Verse 2]
My better days only terrify me
What do they mean?
One day I might have nothing left to write
Just golden light
But I know it's up to me, I can make anything
Even clear and perfect glass in my hands turns to sand
[Chorus]
I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing
If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything
I get fucked up, play the victim
Fuck myself to do it quicker
Oh yeah, I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing
[Bridge]
Self-awareness on vacation
Over-explaining inclinations to self-sabotage
Really it's just my fault
I've put in all the work and what I've learned is I love to hurt
I search for the pain, it feels so good to never change
[Chorus]
I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing
If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything
I get fucked up, play the victim
Fuck myself to do it quicker
Oh yeah, I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing
Written by: Eliza McLamb
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