Lord please help me I'm insecure

I admit it

That's the first step going through the door

Maybe cause I haven't been to church in a year now or maybe I'm embarrassed to walk in, disappear out

Think fast, you'll loose it for good

I'm loosing my head now, I'm loosing my grip losing my voice loosing my faith now

I'm tired of being tired, help me out please do not leave me in the silence, I'm inspired to be

Better know you hear me know I'm trying lord

Pray to the lord to find peace or you're never gonna find it you're never gonna find it, pray to the lord to find peace or you're never gonna find it you're never gonna find it . Find it find it

I pray the lord don't punish me for patterns I ain't pick, was born into a cycle I was born to a fix it's not intent

I wash my hands clean out the guilt that I ain't earn

The guilt that come from habits that my bloodline ain't unlearn

It's unfortunate tension feels like home when daughter grow up in it, how the love feel distant cause nobody ever showed up with it please permit me to ramble I don't mean no disrespect, maybe you gave the gift of music just to help me try reflect just to help me try process . saying things in verses say it with your chest, bow and confess . See lord I'm sorry for the anger I project, I'm praying but keep drifting guess my spirit ain't connect, I pray the gates don't close on me I pray that I'm still in select

I want to write more songs about you

And tell them all about you

And show them what you've done

And what I am without you

Remind me who you are

Cause I move awkwardly around you

Pray to the lord to find peace or you're never gonna find it you're never gonna find it, pray to the lord to find peace or you're never gonna find it you're never gonna find it . Find it find it

You don't know which way to go

Wrong step you'll lose control

You're broken you've been hurt

Learn to love with stick and stones

I told you before wrong step you'll lose control

Been broken you've been hurt

Learn to love with stick and stones.