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hell
Alternative
hell was released on July 25, 2025 by Philly? as a part of the album running back down the path i came
album cover
Release DateJuly 25, 2025
LabelPhilly?
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM168

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Phileas Smith
Phileas Smith
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Phileas Smith
Phileas Smith
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Gold's House
Gold's House
Producer

Lyrics

I do this thing where I bully myself
And convince me my actions will land me in hell
And I know that's not true or shit maybe it is
It's really not up to me sure there's a list
Of all of my shortcomings all my dark truths
All of the times that I poisoned the youth
I hate my mind and my mind hates my body
So I just gorge myself don't try and stop me
Why can't I let myself breathe
I keep on letting me down
I know I want to be free
But that means leave behind doubt
I do this thing where I freak myself out
And convince myself I can't breathe til I pass out
And I know it's irrational but that's my mind
These are my ways that I can't leave behind
Someone is mad at me I'm home alone
So I watch YouTube and scroll through my phone
I wanna crash out on someone so bad
And say hurtful things I can never take back
I hate my mind and my mind hates my body
So I just gorge myself don't try and stop me
Why can't I let myself breathe
I keep on letting me down
I know I want to be free
But that means leave behind doubt
Why can't I let myself breathe
I keep on letting me down
I know I want to be free
But that means leave behind doubt
Written by: Phileas Smith
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