I ain't the one that's gon' put you on the spot

You know what you did you don't gotta tell me why

I was venting in music before I ever even dropped

And you thought you could use me when you knew I been through a lot

In the middle of winter yeah baby I been feeling cold

From the day I was born I had felt like I was on my own

Love ain't built in a day or whatever they say bout' Rome

You don't even know who I am so why you care bout what I post

They always ask me for money or they gon ask me where I'm at

When I stopped sending money well shit I guess I made them mad

I was there when you needed me, I guess I never had your back

And if you plan on just leaving me, then please just leave me where I'm at

It's that dog that you see in me I hate talking bout my past

How could you cross me so easily when I was giving you my hand

You ain't never believe in me you just wanna see me crash

You could've left this shit peacefully you don't never understand

You ain't had to go steal from me I would've gave it if you asked

How could you turn to the enemy I would've given you my last

And I keep that thang glued to me when I'm working on my craft

And if I look through the window I'll probably jump straight through the glass

Baby, play with your feelings, why would I ever waste my time

Baby, turn on my **** why would I ever cross that line

I only hang with the realest the rest we just don't coincide

And I feel like a star when I got this little light of mine

I might take off to Mars when I get tired of being tired

I can't escape all these images when I wake up and I'm cryin

Can we remake these memories, cause they been fading over time

How did I ever let you get to me when I was seeing all the signs

How could you fuck with me mentally when you seen that I was down

Everything that you meant to me buried six feet underground

All the love that you sent to me don't mean shit if you ain't around

Why can't you see what you did to me when I'm the one who made it count

All I ever got was doubt

I'm the one that made it out