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Decor
Hip-Hop/Rap
Decor was released on July 4, 2025 by Liveit. / Pluto Nation Recordings as a part of the album Johnnie Blue
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Release DateJuly 4, 2025
LabelLiveit. / Pluto Nation Recordings
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM77

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Westside Jimi
Westside Jimi
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jimmy J Johnson
Jimmy J Johnson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
OnlyEmani
OnlyEmani
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah
It's like, the inside, like
You can't really tell from the outside
I never thought you walking out
Would play major parts
Johnny with the handle for the pain
Got major scars
Self esteem was low
But my demeanor fight major wars
Knew that you was living
Had no knowledge bout where you was
Looking at them pictures
Thinking bout how it should've been
Fighting with my conciseness
Telling me what I could've been
All them times I took the high
Maybe I should've sinned
Tryna fit an image cost me years
Now I'm full of sin
Uncle Boot stepped up
And had me traveling my summers
Let me see the world
Outside them dirt roads and jungles
Lot of love was gave
So I ain't miss ya
Till I was old enough to realize you was missing
But never no disrespect
No love lost, no dissing
I'm grown now
Learning everything I wish I was taught
Incase I have a son
Can't have him out here
Wishing and lost
Teach him how to fish
That's how a lot of fishes get caught
Still ended up with values and principles
Strong women in the home
Couldn't show me how to be a man
But a decent human
And I'm grateful
So it never crossed my mind
To out my mouth say I hate you
Instead I think about them demons
You had encounters with
I pray for you forever
Hope that you can acknowledge that
Ya baby boy a legend
It's ok to be proud of that
Living in the past
Gone keep you sleep
I stay out of that
And it's like
Like, I ain't know what you had going on
You know, I kept pushing ya dig
But at times
I realized that
Some of those traumatic experiences
Or whatever
I end up pushing them off on somebody else
Ya dig
It all starts out the same
Make you smile
Cook a meal
Give respect that you gain
Take you out
We can chill
Ain't no flexing it's real
But if we get too close
I get too ghost
And start neglecting all them times
I gave you hope
And I'm sorry for me
I never meant to play with your emotions
I thought it would be
Different from the last
But I confess that the problem was me
Scared of what it is
Or what it could be
Now I'm living with the fact
I hurt you, like how could he
You deserve better
And I should do better
It's never my intentions
To disrespect your peace
Cause I never started healing
I hope that you can see
I hope that you can feel that it's genuine
Don't want no pitty party
Just some clarified adrenaline
And these words make it sound so intimate
I cry myself to sleep over these incidents
But I vow to never cease until I finish it
Forgive me for these
Life long, feelings I've been
Holding on
Effecting my dealings and interactions with
Beautiful, smart, intelligent
Women of God
It'll be easy
To show my daughter where to start
But I thank you just for being true to me
I got a lot of work to do
I got a lot of things to prove to myself
And it's rude to myself
To place you in a position
To see me loosing myself
Naw man fourREEL
Let it ride
Yeah
Johnnie Blue Jimi Blue
Johnnie Blue Jimi Blue
Sometimes ya know what I mean
We kind of hurt the ones we love
Not intentionally though
Gotta come back to the middle
Get right
Push forward ya dig
Blue
Written by: Jimmy J Johnson
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