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Killing Weight
Hip-Hop/Rap
Killing Weight was released on June 29, 2025 by Syndicate Records as a part of the album Relinquish
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Release DateJune 29, 2025
LabelSyndicate Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jess Lopez
Jess Lopez
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jessica Mitchell McRowell
Jessica Mitchell McRowell
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Daniel Richard
Daniel Richard
Executive Producer

Lyrics

A ritual, but my instincts should
Run
This wave, it's killing me
Avoid where my soul should be
I'm drowning in a sea of grey
My thoughts and chains, they drag me away
Every step's a war, I can't escape
My mind's a cage, my heart's agrave
The colours fade, the cold sets in
A thousand cuts beneath my skin
I scream, but no one hears the sound
I'm buried alive, six feet underground
I'm reaching out, but my hands are tied
The light's a lie, it burns my eyes
This heavy heart, it pulls me low
Depression's grip won't let me go
Burying me in shadows where the silence screams
This pain's a parasite, carrying in my dreams
I'm falling through the cracks of who I used to be
Depression's weight is crushing me
The mirror shows a stranger's face
A ghost trapped in a hollow space
My lungs collapse with every breath
Each thought's a dance with creeping death
I claw the walls, but they don't break
This endless night, I can't forsake
The voices whisper, you're not enough
I'm bleeding out, but I'm still tough
I'm reaching out, but my hands are tied
The light's a lie, it burns my eyes
This heavy heart, it pulls me low
Depression's grip won't let me go
Burying me in shadows where the silence screams
This pain's a parasite, carrying in my dreams
I'm falling through the cracks of who I used to be
Depression's weight is crushing
It will break me down
This heart dissolves my crown
Made many parts, it's eating my heart
I'm so tired of fighting this war inside
But I won't let it win tonight
If I could find a spark, a reason to stay
I'd burn this void, I'd chase the gray away
But every hope feels like a lie
Still I'll fight until I die
I'll fight until I die
Burying me in shadows where the silence screams
This pain's a parasite, carrying in my dreams
I'm rising from the cracks of who I used to be
Depression's weight will bury me
This weight, it's heavy, but I'm still here
I'm, I'm still here
Written by: Jessica Mitchell McRowell
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