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Heavy Alone
Hip-Hop/Rap
Heavy Alone was released on June 29, 2025 by Syndicate Records as a part of the album Relinquish
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Release DateJune 29, 2025
LabelSyndicate Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM96

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jess Lopez
Jess Lopez
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jessica Mitchell McRowell
Jessica Mitchell McRowell
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Daniel Richard
Daniel Richard
Executive Producer

Lyrics

Heavy alone like a stone in my chest
Carrying the weight of the words I suppress
Every heartbeat's a fight, every breath feels so cold
This is the weight, the heavy alone
Woke up to silence, it's screaming my name
Empty coffee cups, they all feel the same
The clock keeps on ticking but I'm standing still
This heart's got a void that no moment can fill
Shadows on the walls, they dance on their own
Whispering secrets I've always known
The world keeps on spinning but I'm stuck in place
Carrying the weight of this empty space
I'm shouting to the stars but they don't reply
The echoes of my voice just fade in the night
It's me and my thoughts in this quiet unknown god
It's heavy, so heavy, being alone
Heavy alone like a stone in my chest
Carrying the weight of the words I suppress
Every heartbeat's a fight, every breath feels so cold
This is the weight, the heavy alone
Oh, heavy alone
Oh, heavy alone
Scroll through my phone but it's all just a blur
Faces and stories but none of them hers
The laughter's out there but it don't reach my door
I'm drowning in quiet, can't take anymore
The mirror reflects what I don't wanna see
A stranger who's lost what it means to be free
I'm reaching for something but my hands come up dry
This loneliness cuts like a knife in the sky
I'm shouting to the stars but they don't reply
The echoes of my voice just fade in the night
It's me and my thoughts in this quiet unknown god
It's heavy, so heavy, being alone
Heavy alone like a stone in my chest
Carrying the weight of the words I suppress
Every heartbeat's a fight, every breath feels so cold
This is the weight, the heavy alone
Oh, heavy alone
Oh, heavy alone
I see the world moving, it's passing me by
Couples in crowds with their sparks in their eyes
I'm here in the dark with my fears and my ghosts
The silence is loud and it's hurting the most
But maybe there's hope in the ache that I feel
Maybe this weight means my heart's still real
Heavy alone like a stone in my chest
Carrying the weight of the words I suppress
Every heartbeat's a fight, every breath feels so cold
This is the weight, the heavy alone
Oh, heavy alone
Oh, heavy alone
Someday I'll break through, find light in the grave
But tonight I'm still carrying this weight
Heavy alone, yeah, it's all that I know
This is the weight, the heavy alone
This is the weight, the heavy alone
Written by: Jessica Mitchell McRowell
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