Nothing hurts me more than seeing your lifeless eyes

Like you were begging for help

But I wasn't there

Failure

As long as I continue to breathe

I thought I knew pain

And now you're dead in my arms

Life must be a mistake

That severs souls bit by bit

Piece by piece

Not enough to end me

Just enough to make me want to end it all

It all just keeps repeating

The taste of rigor mortis

The unrelenting shooting chills

Hopeless and as cold as your dead skin

I must be the mistake so come and take me

To join the other broken lives that have pleaded for death and become forgotten

I must be the mistake so come and take me

To join the ones that found relief from pain at the end of the rope

I must be the mistake

Come and take me

To join the other scraps of scum

Between the teeth of the Sheep Eater

No hope

It all just keeps repeating

The taste of rigor mortis

The unrelenting shooting chills

Hopeless and as cold as your dead skin

All I know is fucking panic

I'm fucking lost and I'm getting the urge to put a gun to my head and depart from the world

While I'm still breathing there is no hope

And when your purple face comes full circle

I hear;

"Dead in your arms I lay as you hopelessly try to revive me and fail

Suffer in your grief and fear and any hope remaining will be left behind to rot like me, in this room, forever"

Nothing hurts me more than seeing your lifeless eyes

Like you were begging for help

But I wasn't there

No hope