You wouldn’t last a pilgrimage in my shoes

Let alone living with this brain for a day or two Trauma havin a field day on you

Even if you smoked some gorilla glue

You wouldn’t last a pilgrimage in my shoes

Let alone living with this brain for a day or two Trauma havin a field day on you

Even if you smoked some gorilla glue

Nulled out my patience

With instant gratification

Going back and forth

With these thoughts like an accordion

According to people

They prefer me not in the equation

Life feeling black and white like a dalmation

reasons I don’t want to be here

Are in scientific notation

Sensations

This location

It’s not the same with you missing

Damn You only need 26 letters to create every English word in existence

But you wouldn’t even take one moment just to acknowledge my PRESENCE

In that sense I’ve hit my fuckin limits

Fuck it

I will always remember that stare

From my abuser

That mirrored nothing but insatiable hunger

No love

no empathy

Behind those pair of dead eyes

Only accompanied by a fake smile

and more lies

Demoralized

Nothing more emasculating than this mothafuckin feeling

of wanting to fuckin die

But if I kill myself tonight

I’ll never see the other side

And I’m not referring to the afterlife

I’m talking about healing inside

But how does one cope when they’ve been objectified

I need reprieve

I need this rectified

Cause it’s certainly has wrecked my entire life

You wouldn’t last a pilgrimage in my shoes

Let alone living with this brain for a day or two Trauma havin a field day on you

Even if you smoked some gorilla glue

You wouldn’t last a pilgrimage in my shoes

Let alone living with this brain for a day or two Trauma havin a field day on you

Even if you smoked some gorilla glue

I don’t care about your

Dull means of dogmatism

Staged social Media altruism

Hella people acting Sanctimonious

The thought of bringing those who’ve wronged me harm

Is quite harmonious

I will take you out my life

 hella Ceremonious

There’s Cliques of people shaming other people for video clicks

CAlling it

Cockroach behavior doesn’t even

Begin to describe it

People’s talk never getting past surface