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A HUMAN
8
Hip-Hop/Rap
A HUMAN was released on July 25, 2025 by Fashionably Early Records LLC as a part of the album a human.
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Release DateJuly 25, 2025
LabelFashionably Early Records LLC
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM97

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ethan Ross
Ethan Ross
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ethan Yampolsky
Ethan Yampolsky
Songwriter
Jack Dosik
Jack Dosik
Composer
Joseph Khodanian
Joseph Khodanian
Composer
Christopher Robinson
Christopher Robinson
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Sensu
Sensu
Producer
KodeBlooded
KodeBlooded
Producer
Neanderthal
Neanderthal
Producer

Lyrics

Seeing your face brings me a lot of pain
Famous last words, I'll be screaming your name
You would call for me each time and I came
Yeah, what a damn shame
Lost myself, but look what I gained
Little bit of money and a little bit of fame
Little bit depressed, done turned to a lot
Keep going, but right before I hurt you, I stop
You the only thing that I have left
Unless you decide that you going bad next
I guess that I'm crazy enough to trust you
That's just what love do
I will never love unless I love blindly
Look for me in others and no, you won't find me
Other people did me slimy, so grimy
Found me at my lowest damn point, so timely
Everything I ever went and did for somebody
What I did for the money, embarrassing, don't remind me
Pray to God, love me, and I pray love ugly
'Cause I feel so disgusting, I don't treat myself kindly
Trapped inside of my cage, what's happening?
Panic attacks been so long lasting
Sitting through sadness, hardly ever laughing
Been a few hours, shit still ain't passing
Everybody got the same played out question
Lie when I answer it, so why you even asking?
How you been?
How you doing?
How are things now?
It's like you only want to hear that I've been down
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Washed up, washed out
Be careful, they told me to watch out
Rock song, rocked up, finna rock out
Bullshit that I just gotta block out
Trying to find a whole way back to my house
Didn't take the high road or the right route
Feel like I got there just to find out
Can't break in, so I stay locked out
Hurt you one time just to prove myself
I don't hurt you, girl, I just abuse myself
You the only one that's down since you stuck around
Since the hundred hours spent hearing me lose myself
Always used to be a people pleaser, I ain't like it
Had to turn around and really learn to choose myself
Always wonder why I never deepen my connections
Into something richer 'cause I never knew myself
I want you to come and hold me
Can you tell me what it's like to have someone that knows me?
Past ten months, I've been so lonely
I used to feel all the highest highs and now feel lowly
Shave my hair off just to put my head in my hands
I think I'll be getting a chance to show you the person I am
But you cross me once and I won't ever trust you again
Stress really doing a number on me, I can't take it
Crying out for help, I wonder if I'm worth saving
Sacrificing my happiness for your entertainment
Lately, my family looks at me like we ain't related
Looking for the fucking key to the cell that my brain caged in
Been reading, but I'm stuck up on the same pages
Trying to prove to my friends my heart ain't fading
Trying to prove I'm still pure and that I ain't dangerous
Can't bear to see you leave from my side
Made me swear to God I'd stay calm and keep it inside
How the fuck can I be calm when I can't even decide how
I'm dealing with all these feelings that just eat me alive?
Go ahead and criticize me for everything that I done
Demonize me as much as you want
At least this time I'm not here putting up fronts
Go ahead and hate me for being a human being like you never was one
All around you, I'm tiptoeing
Feelings ain't been showing
I was always suffering, I felt like you didn't know it
Trying to get across to you, I might as well swim oceans
Trying to say I love you, but I feel like I'm imposing
You know how it feels to want to take a
Bullet for somebody who stays acting foolish?
You would take the pain just to make sure that they wouldn't
Just to find out you couldn't save them 'cause they ran away
Inside the crossfire and they took it while you weren't looking
Now you blame yourself for it, it's hard to see the good in your own
Reflection when you never did what you should have to protect them
Their own patterns always got them hooked in
Oh, oh, oh
Written by: Christopher Robinson, Ethan Yampolsky, Jack Dosik, Joseph Khodanian
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