I just put two down, I just put two up, and I, I just put two down and I put two up and

I can't even

Hope somebody cheering for me, I done wrote these raps, I done wrote these songs, hope

Somebody praying for me

I done picked mics down, I done picked mics up, I don't even know where to start

I can't rap about shit that's been on my head, this shit come from the heart, she said I

I'm too far, she talking bout distance, but I'm thinking I'm far from the heart

I can't even tell myself just how I feel, I don't even know where to start

I want plaques and I want my team to go, I want to see them on the charts

I feel I've been cursed since birth, I feel like my fruit been swallowed

I feel I've been cursed since birth, I think about praying for everybody but me

She said that the distance is long, but I think I'm far from her heart, like what would that mean

I know that I love her for her and I'm putting her up, I ain't thinking bout putting her

Down

I pray for the guys, I know that they somewhere out there, probably go running the town

But it get hard at night, it get hard in the streets and I pray that my brother's protected

If you know that your mental is bad, then bury it and just keep her protected

Zay I graduated, that's been my boy, been my dog since I met him

He was really the dude I would most understand, I know that he's speaking the truth

But I guess that I'm best, I'm trying to put bro on my back so I know that I'm next

If this rap shit don't ever work then I'm trapping with bro and you know that we next

I ain't never been just for me, I done played you, it's not my fault

I done been here, I done got like a million songs that can be in a vault

Most of them I could just drop, but all of them speaking the truth

I be late up real late at night and I'm trying to put back two and two

I don't know if I'm feeling myself, I don't know if I feel like the goat

Most of the days I feel like it's all my fault, so I don't even know where to go

She pull up, man she look good, but she could just leave, I don't wanna crush

I've been picking my head up high, staying in prayer, I know that's a must

I'm still gon' sin, I know that my food been spoiled since I was a baby

I feel like I was, well I know I was cursed and shit