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Smudges
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Smudges was released on June 11, 2025 by Jaydar as a part of the album Deluded-By-Forever
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Release DateJune 11, 2025
LabelJaydar
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM82

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jaydar
Jaydar
Rap
Jamie Day
Jamie Day
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jamie Day
Jamie Day
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Forest DLG
Forest DLG
Engineer

Lyrics

Wave goodbye
Don't let me fall
You know that we were raised by the streets
No it weren't no school
And Life was never easy it was gutter
If you recall
Yo
You'll find me frontin in the 1250
Signing Jaydar on your girl's titties
Dark remedies and pale nitties
Memories of battered kicks scattered clips
Tryna blag a fix
Carrying this guilt like it's a bag of bricks
Flicking through a page full of chapters
Had your photo in a frame with a cactus
Stains on a mattress
Streets is like a game full of actors
And that's forever son
The stress is real
Plucking out my grey hairs at 21
Before the fashion statements, it was rationed payments
Mother in the kitchen with the blackened apron
Back then life was like a passionate painting
When the colours smudge, others will judge
Never glorified shottin seen my brother on drugs
Life was such a mess
Hard times put me to the test
Corrupt but wise
Nostalgia's nuttin but seductive lies disruptive cries
Certain friends we never suited so I cut them ties
Truthfully I never gave a fuck tho
Lost up in a dirty world of girls, drugs and blunt smoke
Sometimes I wish that I had healing hands
Instead of dealing grams
Grieving weren't the plans
And ain't no feelings for my father
He ain't even worth the batch of ink
Past the point of tryna snap your fag and snatch your drink
Can't even catch a wink, that's mothers
Still got the sword under my covers articles under my pillowcase
Moving at an armadillo pace
Sitting with my grandkids I'll listen back in 30 years
And burst to tears I should have persevered
And that's the worst of fears, a wasted life
Coz the worst regret is wasted time
The silence taste divine, I'm back up on my own again
Can't leave things in Jesus hands knowing he's got holes in them
E&J bottles, yakin alazé
Aftershock, Bacardi breeze to party's up in palace raves
Hanging over balustrades my baddest days were flawless
Life an ugly bitch now I tell you that she gorgeous
09 chasing the gwop, face full of spots
Coming home with stains on my top
Lost friends to smoking crack but refrain from the rock
Incarcerated on the mains with a bop
Chained to the block
With these disjointed memories
That I've wiped down and dusted
Not suited for society I've never been adjusted
Snaked by everybody that I've trusted
The upperclass looked at disgusted
But still I'm happy that I went through it all
No, I could never
Wave goodbye
To all the memories I'm holding onto
Don't let me fall
Coz you know that we were raised by the streets no it weren't no school
And life was never easy, it was gutter
If you'll recall
But still I'm happy that I went through it all
No, I could never
Wave goodbye
To all the memories I'm holding onto
Don't let me fall
Coz you know that we were raised by the streets no it weren't no school
And life was never easy, it was gutter
If you'll recall
But still I'm happy that I went through it all
No, I could never
Wave Goodbye
Written by: Jamie Day
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