I cannot tell you how I really feel

Yeah, my mind is feeling like a prison

I think about you every small decision

Overthinkin' and I over listen

Listen to my intuition

But if I would listen I would leave you

You should turn around and disappear too

I know that you're out there

Wondering what I'm deciding

Wondering if I'm still riding

Feelings you know I've been hiding

Wondering if I've been lying

Wondering if I still care

Wondering why I'm still here

Wondering if I'd be there

I gotta tell you, I know it is not fair

Really not fair

So go ahead, leave me here

Leave me if you really want

I won't beg for your heart if your heart ain't in it, no, no

Why would you say you're okay when you're not?

Who you holding close when I'm alone and far?

Keeping me on my feet, wondering, oh, what

So why should I fight for your love?

One advice that I would give a friend is listen to your gut (Listen to your gut)

And don't put anybody else above, no

But it's not fair, 'cause that's exactly what I would do

For you

Not fair

I know that you're out there (Oh)

Wondering what I'm deciding (Oh)

Wondering if I'm still riding

Feelings you know I've been hiding

Wondering if I've been lying

Wondering if I still care (Do you still care?)

Wondering why I'm still here

Wondering if I'd be there

I gotta tell you, I know it is not fair

I know you're out there

I'm wondering what you decided

Wondering if you still riding

If I could pull you out of hiding

Oh, I'll pray for you in better, better days

I hope that we can turn another page

I won't turn around, no, not now

But it's still not fair

Oh, oh, oh

No, not fair, no