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That Feeling Again
Hip-Hop/Rap
That Feeling Again was released on August 29, 2025 by Fire Style as a part of the album When Things Feel Grim
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Release DateAugust 29, 2025
LabelFire Style
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM151

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Big Lugg
Big Lugg
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Clay Dietz
Clay Dietz
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Big Lugg
Big Lugg
Producer

Lyrics

I cut my wrist then spoke to my mother
Wore a long sleeve and told her I love her
Gave her a hug and asked her why is she crying
I decided seeing her smile's worth me not dying
It's that feeling again, it's debilitating
I guess I'm still alive but I aint felt it lately
Yeah, I'm feeling the love, can't hate me like I hate me
Probably hard to love me, cause only I can save me
I knew things were bad as soon as everyone stopped
When I said I feel amazing, everybody looked shocked
The psych ward doctor told me stop saying that I'll pop
Ironic, I didn't know gaslighting was a technique they were taught
Mental blocks and contradictions really confine me to it
Is it bad if I'm a people pleaser and I'm trying to do good
So that everyone can feel relief, is that lying to 'em
I'm not doing it for me, I know that I should
It's that feeling again, it's debilitating
I guess I'm still alive but I aint felt it lately
Yeah, I'm feeling the love, can't hate me like I hate me
Probably hard to love me, cause only I can save me
I cut my wrist then spoke to my mother
Wore a long sleeve and told her I love her
Gave her a hug and asked her why is she crying
I decided seeing her smile's worth me not dying
Meditation does the trick, but there's not a secret to it
Quotes behind my back like if I can do it, he can do it
And I hate that shit, but listen
To those who struggle, if I can do it, you can do it
Dropped the addy at my therapist, told her we should meet here
Trauma as a kid, trauma through all my teen years
Trauma in my twenties, wondering if I should be here
Sick of watching people play the game from the bleachers
It's that feeling again, it's debilitating
I guess I'm still alive but I aint felt it lately
Yeah, I'm feeling the love, can't hate me like I hate me
Probably hard to love me, cause only I can save me
I cut my wrist then spoke to my mother
Wore a long sleeve and told her I love her
Gave her a hug and asked her why is she crying
I decided seeing her smile's worth me not dying
Off my meds again, uh-oh, I'm off my pills
I'm outside and off my rocker, like I'm headed towards the hills
It's okay, I'm in nature now I keep my body still
Wait 'til I aint got no bills to pay to ask me how i feel
Hands on the steering wheel, shaky at thought of it
Took too long to tell myself I love me and I hope i bought it
Enough for myself and for you, I got a lot of it
Its so nice today, how can I not love it
Looking back, I'm surprised, that this is where I'd be
Came a long way from seizing on the ground from an OD
Right arm full of burns and my left full of cuts
In a long tee, I can't wear my heart on my sleeve
Danced with death so much, we memorized the choreography
Bottle filled until it broke now its all pouring out of me
Quiet as I'm moving, yet don't know no one as loud as me
They told me, but it didn't matter until I was proud of me
It's that feeling again, it's debilitating
I guess I'm still alive but I aint felt it lately
Yeah, I'm feeling the love, can't hate me like I hate me
Probably hard to love me, cause only I can save me
I cut my wrist then spoke to my mother
Wore a long sleeve and told her I love her
Gave her a hug and asked her why is she crying
I decided seeing her smile's worth me not dying
Written by: Clay Dietz
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