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Imagination 4
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Imagination 4 was released on October 4, 2024 by Are You Me?, LLC as a part of the album Another Memory 4
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Release DateOctober 4, 2024
LabelAre You Me?, LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM106

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob Loaiza
Jacob Loaiza
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
a.boy.named.bear
a.boy.named.bear
Producer

Lyrics

It’s all for nothing
Everything I’ve done
I’m drowning in depression
In a pool of my own blood
And I don’t feel like I’m alive
I’m in a nightmare, I’m stuck
If this is my imagination
Why am I not waking up?
No one knows me, just the old me
But that’s all in the past
I learned that life is unpredictable
It comes at you fast
So I don’t open up to anyone
I don’t get attached
Because I know the fuckin' truth
Is nothing good ever lasts
And lately I been having
Sick internal conversations
Don’t wanna get too dark
I’ll leave that to interpretation
Been dealing with a lot
Compensating with medication
I function when I’m high
I use that as justification
What happened to my heart?
I don’t have one anymore
I’m haunted, torn apart
In my mind, it’s an endless war
Every time I solve a problem
Life adds a hundred more
Why the hell do I exist?
I wish that I was never born
Why do I keep going?
Someone tell me what’s the benefit
All the chaos that I grew in
Stunted my development
I don’t tell a soul about my trauma
I don’t mention it
If I don’t talk about it
Then maybe I won’t remember it
I made a decision
To try my best and be stable
But it isn’t working out
I’m spinning out like a tornado
No escaping from this trap
The only way out could be fatal
If I take that route
Then there ain’t no way that I’ll be angel
Be careful with your thoughts
What you think, you become that
As time goes on
There’s no guarantee you’ll come back
There’s poison in my mind
I’m despicable, I’m a scumbag
No light on the horizon
All my shadows turned the sun black
Raining, it’s a dark night
I’m stressed, I’m boutta chain smoke
I’m in the middle of nowhere
Tryna find a way home
It’s been so many years of this shit
I’m still in the same boat
Hanging on
But there’s been a couple times
That I came close
To the end
There’s something wrong with my mentality
Derealization
I been living out a fantasy
I’m scared of living more than dying
That’s insanity
I don’t feel like I belong
In this whole galaxy
Numb
But when it comes to my music
I get so passionate
Cuz people only listen to my madness
When I’m rapping it
Don’t show no signs of hate
But when they speak my name
They slander it
Reserved, I’m picked apart for nothing
I don’t understand this shit
It’s DRB for short
Motherfucker, that’s the acronym
A no-name to society
But feel like the protagonist
A loner in this world
I know I’ll always lack companionship
I’m dying slow, it’s obvious
My lifeline is flattening
I’m disturbed
I have what I deserve
I’m popping seals to cope
So every night’s a blur
I’m running from the mirror
Cuz I don’t like what I discern
I thought I could be happy
But I guess I’ll never learn
Written by: Jacob Loaiza
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