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Lost 4
5
Hip-Hop/Rap
Lost 4 was released on October 4, 2024 by Are You Me?, LLC as a part of the album Another Memory 4
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Release DateOctober 4, 2024
LabelAre You Me?, LLC
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM97

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob Loaiza
Jacob Loaiza
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
a.boy.named.bear
a.boy.named.bear
Producer

Lyrics

Eyes like the ocean
So hypnotizing
You ruined my whole life
And you can’t deny it
I followed my heart
Just to end up misguided
I’m falling apart
Love is dark but it’s blinding
I fell for it more times than once
Why the fuck did I keep giving you all my trust?
Girl enough is enough
You keep giving me cuts
I can’t handle this sober
Can’t put down this cup
And I hate feeling lonely
But that’s how I always am
C’mon you know me
Don’t act surprised that I’m sad
I know you too, I know
You just don’t give a damn
Caught in your trap
I’m like your sacrificial lamb
Got no sense of self-worth
Low self-esteem
I’m a wild card
So what I feel is extreme
Every day is a nightmare
Or my greatest dream
It’s one or the other
There’s no in-between
I’m scared of me
More than I’m scared of you
Cuz what I’ve done to myself
Just isn’t fair to you
Maybe I’m projecting on you
Maybe it’s on me, not you
I put my depression on you
Hoping you could feel it too
Or maybe you convinced me
Into thinking I’m crazy
To this day
I still don’t know if you love me or hate me
Either way you betray me
Just as much as you praise me
All this shit is so confusing
Quit the game that you’re playing
I’m lost and exhausted
I’m weighing out my options
If I stay in this situation
I’ll leave in a coffin
I’m toxic, you’re toxic
So I proceed with caution
I’m sick to my stomach
When you’re around I get nauseous
Nothing special
Just another fuckin’ sad story
Anti-climatic, no excitement
This is so boring
I’m bringing up some feelings
That I’m better off ignoring
And even though it’s night time
I find myself mourning
Broken into pieces
I’m tryna find any reason
To fight for our love and keep it
Even though we both don’t need it
We’re better off if we leave it
We fight and then we repeat it
That’s obvious, it’s not a secret
But somehow we don’t believe it
You’re killing me slow like cancer
I wanna heal but the answer’s
To flip to another chapter
And that would be a disaster
Cuz to me you’re all that matters
Even though you leave me shattered
I’m used to all of your slander
Losing you would make me sadder
Girl, if only you believed in me
The way that I believe in you
Then maybe we could get back
What we lost and we could see this through
But I don’t see that happening
What else do you want me to do?
Do you want this relationship or not?
That’s not for me to prove
I know that I come with a lot of baggage
You knew that already
Let me be myself
It’s hard to be whoever you’re expecting
I guess that you spend every second you get
Second guessing
Being with me
You’ve known me forever
But you still don’t get me
Written by: Jacob Loaiza
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