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1995
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Hip-Hop/Rap
1995 was released on December 7, 2024 by Are You Me?, LLC as a part of the album Tears on Repeat
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Release DateDecember 7, 2024
LabelAre You Me?, LLC
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM160

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob Loaiza
Jacob Loaiza
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
a.boy.named.bear
a.boy.named.bear
Producer

Lyrics

Faceless, not okay with
Who I am, I wear a mask
I wanna travel to the past
And never find a way back
To the present, this ain’t heaven
This is hell, it’s dark and vast
I’m neurotic, something’s wrong with me
I’m crying cuz I’m trapped
Man, if only I was ordinary
Why am I so different?
Always singled out
It breaks me down
I’m nothing, insufficient
Catch me disassociating
Staring off into the distance
Wishing that my life was fiction
That’s the way that I depict it
And how the fuck am I supposed to change?
When I don’t know how
Every time I make plans to do that
They get thrown out
A spec in outer space
Small and meaningless, there’s no doubt
That I’ll be better off
Six feet deep below ground
Take me back in time
Back to 1995
A better place, better days
Back then I wasn’t alive
Back in 95, 1995
95, 1995
1995, 95
Never noticed ever
I don’t fit in with this generation
Sad, I can’t remember
The last time that I felt motivation
Broken, I surrender
To any form of intoxication
Snowing, it’s December
I’m so numb, I think that I might cave in
I don’t wanna be on this planet
I can’t stand it, in fact, I hate it
Old soul, wit a heart so cold
It might explode, it’s cracked and tainted
Down bad, I’m a hollow man
I move through life at a low vibration
Outta place, my smile’s fake
I’m lost and afraid, I’m losing patience
I wanna travel back in time
Back to 95
Back then I didn’t exist
But I think that’s better than
Suffering, living a lie
Send me back into the nothingness
I don’t want nothing to do
With this sorrowful life
How can I give it a hunnid percent
If a hunnid percent of me’s wanting to die
Can’t help but feel like life is pointless
And my point is
That I’m past the point of no return
Can’t take back all my choices
Misery loves company
I hear so many voices
Everybody runs from me
Because my mind is poisoned
Take me back in time
Back to 1995
A better place, better days
Back then I wasn’t alive
Back in 95, 1995
95, 1995
1995, 95
Never noticed ever
I don’t fit in with this generation
Sad, I can’t remember
The last time that I felt motivation
Broken, I surrender
To any form of intoxication
Snowing, it’s December
I’m so numb, I think that I might cave in
Written by: Jacob Loaiza
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