Mama:

Mama, todavía soy tu angelito tu cariño

Cuidame esta vida no lo puedo asi

Ayudame si ya se va Dios

I'm not quite ready for all these grey hairs

For these empty eyes lead to blank stares

I have empathy I have grace It will follow me to my grave

I know it hurts you I know that it kills you

I know there's beauty in pain cause it heals you

Will I die for my sins

Will this wash away guilt

There is fashion in being a martyr

I'll remind them to feel

Sinking slowly I only have one wish

Please don't let me believe that we're pointless

Will you protect me from love? Will you protect me from sin

Believe me it's hard when it ends Believe me there's no way to win

Can you replace the things I have lost?

Is there damage I've had all along?

The answers may hurt but i need it I need the whole world to feel it

What doesn't kill you might save us all

I'm not quite sure I can handle the fall

Forever seems great but it's too long

Oh, the patience the balance

The calm and the storm I'm not sure I can manage

The beauty is there when you let it all in, don't pretend

If Heart is all we have, will you pray for me

I'll wait for you when you're not there

And I'll pray to God even though he might not care

Mama I am still a boy I am not a man

I need you to hold me back from things I do not understand

I am weak, I am all I can

Will you forgive me if I take my life tonight

Swear it will be justified

It will be gorgeous, will be elegant I'll do it with a smile

Slowly fading in denial

I held onto innocence until my hands were soaked in blood, I couldn't see

I now know what you did and how you sacrificed your love for me

All the tears you shed, To keep this little boy safe

Is it true? If god can't save me, can you