prngrphy

Spent the night watching pornography

Never fall asleep

Don't have to think of things

In the morning remain unhappy

Until I blink

Close my eyes and see what I want

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

I'm not happy

Spend my days feeling so god damn angry

At everyone, mostly me

Was born wary

In the pictures, it seems less scary

In real life, not easy

How do you show vulnerability

When getting undressed all alone makes you ill

I guess you can't really talk about things

When you can't even think

Spent the night watching pornography

Never fall asleep

Don't have to think of things

In the morning remain unhappy

Until I blink

Close my eyes and see what I want

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

They say I seem rude

Or I got nothing on my mind but that is not the truth

I just can not replay all of my moves

Or I'll be gone

See I can't go nude

Even by myself, it feels like something I shouldn't do

I hear screams louder than the girls on redtube

My head feels wrong

I need someone to come and fuck me raw

Though I can not even take my own bra off

I need someone to make me open up

When I can't even feel

Spent the night watching pornography

Never fall asleep

Don't have to think of things

In the morning remain unhappy

Until I blink

Close my eyes and see what I want

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah