Me bhot kharb hu insaan , mene logo ko dilasa di , aasha di ki ek din bn bda aadmi sbki life bdl dunga , me logo ko aaj nhi fir kl dunga , pr kabhi na dil me chal dunga ,me dhal dunga us suraj ko , tara bn ke nikhrunga , kya pta tha ek pl girte hi esa kese me bikhrunga, kanch tut gya ho farsh pe jakr , mr jaun kya jeher me khakr, ye kesi naynsafi hui hai , ye kesa h bhagwan , jisko jarurat sbse jyda uske kaate kaam, kuch bhi krna khud bhi bhrosa rkhna meri to nhi h bilkul aastha , bhot krli mehnat nhi milni h manjil to fir ek hi hai rasta…,khud hi me ladta bhot , dhua itna andr ki me bht jyada khasta , chalti firti laash tha , jitna bhi tha bs kaash tha , mere liye spna tha , unke liye bakwas tha ,pyasa mr rha tha pyaas me …..ek note hai 50 ka to 5 din ka kota tha , raat akela beth rota tha , aansu girte niche krte tp tap , gya zindagi thak thak , raat me dil ye krta dhak dhak , koi attak hota heart pe ,

bhuka to mrna psnd hi krega jb kuch milega nhi waqt pe , pen nhi kharida mene likhrhA sb rakt se , Teri maa ko khushi dedunga to marjaunga isi shart pe,

Rassi bhi kharid li thi ltkna hi bss baaki tha ,

Aage piche dekha mene saath na koi saathi tha, saamne se dekh rha tha ek apradhi tha ,

Apradh jayda bde the to drd bdha chati ka ,

Mrne diya nhi mujhe me bhot jyda paapi tha ,

Soch rha tha mrjaungaa kuch krna nhi pdga , pr yamraj itna acha nhi use drna bhi pdega , baap ko me dekhta bigdna bhi sahi na , rishtedaar ese boldete isko aati na shram , ek to bta do iska koi acha dhang, us ldki ka bojh bn rha jiska dekhna sang , tut gye jitne bhi bharam , apni duniya me mang ,itna dukh me jita kese to krliya khud ko hi khatm …