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Searching
Hip-Hop/Rap
Searching was released on July 28, 2025 by East Rock Entertainment as a part of the album From The Vault (Vol. 1)
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Release DateJuly 28, 2025
LabelEast Rock Entertainment
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Matthew Schultz
Matthew Schultz
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matthew Schultz
Matthew Schultz
Songwriter

Lyrics

I got trailblaze shit (I got trailblaze shit)
This time I found what I needed
Hard work and pain that I'm seeing
Jump in head first, don't drown
Those who can swim, you gotta do that now
This time I found what I needed
Hard work and pain that I'm seeing
Jump in head first, don't drown
Those who can swim, you gotta do that now
On my search for perfection, I found what I needed
I was stuck in a loop, like my history repeating
Burned down all of my bridges, I can't stand to see it
My friends, fam, and acquaintances all get deleted
I'm on the lookout for something better than what I got now
Dreams too big might get shot down
Dreams too small might get knocked down or blocked out
But tumbled to all my fears, I'm on top now
My biggest fear is just being myself and that not being enough
Somewhere in between hate and learning to love
Gained a lot of weight and baggage I can't carry
Masking all my lies and guilt that I won't bury
Swear we walking through fields in a cemetery
The dead grabbing legs, I'm begging for them to spare me
Letting my emotions go is so scary
Try to let it roll up my sleeve, I'm so ready
This time I found what I needed
Hard work and pain that I'm seeing
Jump in head first, don't drown
Those who can swim, you gotta do that now
This time I found what I needed
Hard work and pain that I'm seeing
Jump in head first, don't drown
Those who can swim, you gotta do that now
I'm comfortable with just being me
The mirror shows some flaws my family doesn't see
You're valid for the way you chose to treat me, I understand
But I'm just a man, please believe me
It's easy to blame everything wrong on everyone else
Keep our conscience clear for our personal health
Send a rude text followed by LOL
Am I the only one being fake with themselves?
I know I'm losing hope and running out of time
I wish I had forever to apologize
I didn't mean to hurt you but I'm not surprised
It's hard to tell the truth when all you know is lies
And everything I said to you is what I meant inside
I hate to think that we can never reconcile
I'm sorry for the past, I know it's been a while
I wish the best for you homie, make your mama proud
This time I found what I needed
Hard work and pain that I'm seeing
Jump in head first, don't drown
Those who can swim, you gotta do that now
This time I found what I needed
Hard work and pain that I'm seeing
Jump in head first, don't drown
Those who can swim, you gotta do that now
Written by: Matthew Schultz
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