I don't need Amelia

All I need is me, myself, and I, and everything in between

Used to think that I'd rather die than be without you

I've seen so many grey skies never turn blue

Fuck a parasol, need a parachute, and some claritin

The rain is gone, now I see with clarity the rain was you

Embarrassing how long it takes for me see the truth

On my p's and q's, need some peace and quiet and a drink or two

Clouded judgement keeping me from scenic views and overcoming knowing you

Was it all for nothing or was it something that's overdue

Something that I had to go through so I can grow into

A newer version of myself, a person that I never knew

I never would've worked on myself if I didn't lose you

Had to have a breakdown just to have a breakthrough

Then you made a break for it, broke my heart in two

Now I say thank you for the break up, never woulda had a breakthrough

So thank you for the break up, cuz I never woulda had to break through, break through

Breakthrough

Made a breakthrough

Had to break the rules

I never woulda had a breakthrough if I didn't lose you

Made a breakthrough

Made a breakthrough

Never woulda found myself if I didn't lose you

Needed therapy

Cuz no one drives me crazier than you do

Girl you flyer than a parakeet, but a little cuckoo

You been running on kerosene and emotional fumes

You been going through phases like the shape of the moon

All the waxing and waning, it comes in waves and I'm through

I'm done waiting for the day you come to your senses

Ain't it the truth

The more that you push me away, the more I chase

And the more that I pull, the more you need space

And the more that my heartbreaks, the more anxious I get

This game that we play just don't make any sense

I never wanna lose someone like you again

When you left, had to go through character development

Just to get you out of my head

I had a

Breakthrough

Made a breakthrough

Had to break the rules

I never woulda had a breakthrough if I didn't lose you

Made a breakthrough

Made a breakthrough

Never woulda found myself if I didn't lose you

She a flight risk

Type of chick that'll fall in love right quick

Then dip in an instant, she don't waste time on shit

She a pilot, bitch

Uh huh, Wright brother type shit

She was gone with the wind, Rhett Butler type shit

I was going all in, real sucker type shit

She really knew how to get under my skin just like a zit

Uh huh, put my foot in my mouth, I ain't even got a fetish

And I whispered sweet nothings, she must've been diabetic

And I tried keep in touch but she didn't get the message

I admit it, my obsession was relentless, it kept you at a distance

The reason that you left, the pressure was too excessive

And you couldn't take the stress, so you put up your defenses

I was depressed for a second now I'm ready for acceptance

Breakthrough

Made a breakthrough

Had to break the rules

Never woulda had a breakthrough if I didn't lose you

Made a breakthrough

Made a breakthrough

Never woulda found myself if I didn't lose you