Worthlessness fills me, will I ever succeed. Bloods racing, I scream, but no one's listening. One more gasp, I breath, I’m slowly suffering. This is my self meditated misery.

Take my hand if you want to see inside my mind, pure insanity, i won’t be here for long so if you wanna die then follow me. The voices inside don’t stop talking, the taunting, I feel them watching. All over my body, It feels so enticing.

Can’t stop the self meditated misery, it’s all I have, it’s all I know.

Can’t stop the self meditated misery, it’s all I know.

So get off your high horse, and understand that I won’t change, even if I need help that’s my own pain I can't escape. Look me in the eyes and if you love me let me-be at peace, My dreams will become reality when i get eternal sleep. NOTHING, can save me from the dark. Consume my flesh as I’m your Holy Spirit, I’ll die for the better good, I’ll sacrifice myself so others can be understood.