I wish I had the chance to feel the piercing cold of your soul. You're the book I never finish. Something that I want to talk about and forget in my dreams. It's never easy. And I know when I fall, you won't be here. Cause you're everything and you're my biggest fear. All the tears that I've shed, it is so hard to forget. You're the illusion, I desire the most. You make me useless, you make me feel the pain inside my chest. Till my dying day, I will count the marks and reconstruct every moment I shared with you. And I know when I fall, you won't be here. Cause you're everything and you're my biggest fear. All the tears that I've shed, it is so hard to forget. A tiny sign of hope will always keep me waiting. I've wasted so much time. Held captive in an hourglass. The air is getting thin. And there's no way out. Why didn't you just say no. I feel alive when I'm alone. You kill me patiently until there’s nothing left of me.