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Treason
7
Emo
Treason was released on September 12, 2025 by .insomnia as a part of the album Treason - Single
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Release DateSeptember 12, 2025
Label.insomnia
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Producer

Lyrics

So what?
If I'm not who I tried to be
So what?
If you're at heights I'll never reach
I always want to speak from my chest
And always end up hurting my rep
Even if it's not for the best
I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
Choke every time I breathe
Rope around my neck, please
If all of this ain't for a reason
Fucking up is worse than treason
Do I really want to leave here?
Afraid I'll miss my old life
There's so much left to see here
I'll just stay for another night
You told me there was magic I could find in your hands
I never quite believed in it, just wasn't in my plans
Slow down, just breathe a bit
I keep telling myself how this might be it
A fairy-tale is fine for a while
But it's only so long you can be a child
I always want to speak from my chest
And always end up hurting my rep
Even if it's not for the best
I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
Choke every time I breathe
Rope around my neck, please
If all of this ain't for a reason
Fucking up is worse than treason
(You told me there was magic I could find in your hands)
(I never quite believed in it, just wasn't in my plans)
Am I past the point of no return?
So deep in this shit
I stress-eat, can't sleep, get cold feet all the time
Fuck it, just give up
It takes one of a kind
And you know that I'd be lying if I said I'm in that tribe
Sunk-cost, time and effort all lost
In my mind searching for a purpose before I ever cross
Over that bridge, cover this ditch
On this river, call it Styx
When I look down
Hope to god no Asphodels underneath
I always want to speak from my chest
And always end up hurting my rep
Even if it's not for the best
I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
Choke every time I breathe
Rope around my neck, please
If all of this ain't for a reason
Fucking up is worse than treason
(Fucking up is worse than treason)
Written by: Alerik Xinyuan Wang
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