Waking to an idle start once more

Can't find my way back to the bottle

My demons have heard the beckoned call

Another sip another pill to swallow

Suffocating castrating pulsating dilating

I'm suffocating now castrating now we're pulsating

And I'm just dilating

My heart is below freezing

These bones are splintering

My flesh is burning

And I'm fading out

Etch these memories upon me

Build a temple to house my failures

Each day a reminder of the somber carvings

Etch these memories upon me

Build a temple to house my failures

Each day a reminder of the somber carvings

I live to choke the abuse

I've fallen into chaos no need

I'm obsolete

Now I become paralyzed

Waking to an idle start once more

Can't find my way back to the bottle

My demons have heard the beckoned call

Another sip another pill to swallow

Suffocating castrating pulsating dilating

I'm suffocating now castrating now we're pulsating

And I'm just dilating

My heart is below freezing

These bones are splintering

My flesh is burning

And I'm fading out

I slip into the decay

My mind cannot obey

Time is underway

Sinking into the shadow that binds me

Lost to this rage tormenting me now rotting

From the soul inside out

I long for a cold embrace

Starless eyes

My future past erased

Scars that are attacking my mind with no mercy like a hemorrhage

Splitting me in two now divided

Ill commit to the walls of confinement

Sinking into shadow oh so constricted

Deluding polluting the pain is amusing

I'm oozing I'm bruising it's all so confusing

Now wasting away

I will decay

Waking to an idle start once more

Can't find my way back to the bottle

My demons have heard the beckoned call

Another sip another pill to swallow

Suffocating castrating pulsating dilating

I'm suffocating now castrating now we're pulsating

And I'm just dilating

My heart is below freezing

These bones are splintering

My flesh is burning

And I'm fading out

Poison flows through my veins black and grey

Metabolic void entrenched barrage sonic uncertainty skull dragged misery regret linger festering

Decay spreads through my eyes foaming don't stay

Poison flows through my veins black and grey

Godforsaken pain breeding inside clenching teeth explicit vulgar skull fucked clutching twisted soul decomposing

Poison flows through my veins black and grey

Decay spreads through my eyes foaming don't stay

Demons choking spreading whispers within