Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Kill the day cause you're a freak, no one cares if you believe

Need to kill the cycle, but it's hard to do if you can't breathe

Everything is so overwhelming, way too many things decieve

Stop, cause I'm so tired of being overwhelmed

Overthinking every step, hate these voices in my head

Everyone is talking until no ones talking once again

Probably need to talk, but I'm afraid of you taking offense

I bet you're taking offense, stop me from thinking again

Everything is blurry, hate this feeling, but I got on defense

I just cannot comprehend, that all these voices are screaming while I'm trying to rest

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Start it up for 20 minutes, drop it after cause you weak

Cannot focus any longer, everything's distracting me

But I gotta go instead of drowning in my self-pity

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Hate this fucking moment and I know that I will hate this week

Your presence feels like poison and I gotta work on music dreams

Let me fucking run instead of drowning in my self-pity

I feel so stupid, I'm not proud of anything that I'm doing

I keep on repeating the same mistakes and I'm not improving

And I'm caught up in work, but I'm not working that hard

I'm doing anything but music while I wish I could start it

And while I got a day off, I want to do 10 things at once

Don't know where to start, resolves in anger, then do nothing at all

Yeah that's just life, I plan to stay up all night

But I fell asleep, so me and the cycle can reunite

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Start it up for 20 minutes, drop it after cause you weak

Cannot focus any longer, everything's distracting me

But I gotta go instead of drowning in my self-pity

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Hate this fucking moment and I know that I will hate this week

Your presence feels like poison and I gotta work on music dreams

Let me fucking run instead of drowning in my self-pity

Burried around my mistakes, get out cause I need to change

It surely isn't too late, we all got problems

Every single person is messed up with habits that we cannot drop

So stop drowning in self-pity, you won't start growing while in doubt

Like a flower that you've given too much water

Cause you keep on forgetting that you are still the one in power

So get out of your bed, start learning from your regrets

And don't forget that even if it takes a while you're taking the right path

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Start it up for 20 minutes, drop it after cause you weak

Cannot focus any longer, everything's distracting me

But I gotta go instead of drowning in my self-pity

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Hate this fucking moment and I know that I will hate this week

Your presence feels like poison and I gotta work on music dreams

Let me fucking run instead of drowning in my self-pity

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat

Yeah, ayy

Wake up, back to sleep, mess it up and then repeat