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twenty/eight
117
Metal
twenty/eight was released on August 28, 2025 by VCTMS as a part of the album twenty/eight - Single
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Release DateAugust 28, 2025
LabelVCTMS
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM160

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
VCTMS
VCTMS
Band
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Evan Gillen
Evan Gillen
Composer
Meredith Henderson
Meredith Henderson
Songwriter
John Matalone
John Matalone
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
VCTMS
VCTMS
Recording Engineer
Brandan Lopez
Brandan Lopez
Mixing Engineer
Hunter Young
Hunter Young
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Chorus]
I don't wanna keep fighting
I don't wanna wish for the best
We all know what's coming
Been 28 years of this
[Refrain]
Waiting for yet another relapse
Something else I can't ever fix
Become a whole different person
Someone no one will ever miss
I don't fucking want this
[Chorus]
I don't wanna keep fighting
I don't wanna wish for the best
We all know what's coming
Been 28 years of this
[Verse 1]
I don't want this
But I still have shit to do
When I know it's over
I'm not rotting in some fucking room
Repeat the process to stay alive
Watch the hope inside of you die
Feel the medication burn your insides
And tell everyone you're fine
[Verse 2]
This wasn't my choice
But it's all that I know
You suffer right through and you put on a show
Don't worry about me, don't worry about it
If I'm dying in my youth, well, I can't really stop it
What is the price of life
When it just turns to survival?
Losing everyone you love
Putting yourself on idle
When can you say that you can't take anymore?
Seeing yourself through the mirror
Watching as your body deplores
[Bridge]
Why the need for so much gruesome graphic violence?
Why not let us imagine a little of it
Because it's so much fun, Jan
How much until you break?
Skin and bones, exposing your ribcage
Another hospital stay, yeah, oh
How much until you break?
Fuck
[Chorus]
I don't wanna keep fighting
I don't wanna wish for the best
We all know what's coming
Been 28 years of this
[Refrain]
Waiting for yet another relapse
Something I'll never be able to fix
Become a whole different person
And have everyone think of me less
[Bridge]
I don't wanna live in a world
Where everything I love has died
I don't wanna live in a world
When I'm just struggling to survive
[Outro]
Life's not living in a hospital bed
I'm not living when I'm just sick and depressed
Life's a bitch
Isn't it?
Written by: Evan Gillen, John Matalone, Meredith Henderson
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