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NYCEEJ
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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
NYCEEJ
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Forgotten
Producer
Lyrics
She think that I lost her but she really lost me
(But she really lost me)
Been through hell and back I'm the same ol' G
(Im the same ol' G)
Cut from a different cloth gotta keep it lowkey
Gotta watch me close I know why she keep her eyes on me
(I know where she keep her eyes)
'Cause she know I got bad habits
(She know I got bad she know I got bad)
—Got a boyfriend she know I ain't mad at it
(She know I ain't mad she know I ain't mad)
She got high standards I ain't scared to take a stab at it
(I ain't scared to take a stab)
—She put it all in the open
(Open)
I'm boutta put in motion
(Motion)
That body got me knocked it's a KO
(KO)
She do what I want when I say so
Pot of gold I'm looking for the rainbow
Life is what you make of it it's Play-Doh
When I'm in the bank no lie I'm just making deposits
Gotta watch these **** that you call your bros everybody ain't solid
(Everybody ain't solid)
Made a vow to myself I ain't breaking the promise
(I ain't breaking the promise)
Gotta remind **** just in case they think they fucking with a novice
Aye
(Why?)
I grew up around violence
So it's hard to lead with kindness
So I had to do the work on my own
Ain't nobody helped out or gave guidance
(Ain't nobody gave guidance)
Gotta have pride in my own choices 'cause I know nobody else will
All the shit a **** made it through got me working on myself still
(Got me working on myself)
All the pain that I felt's real
(All the pain that I felt)
Had to stand tall
Ten toes on the ground
(Ten toes)
Searching for a fix don't know what I found
(Don't know)
Crying out for help and I know it was loud
But ain't nobody heard me
Didn't think I'd still be trying at 30
Knew it'd hurt but I still let it burn me
Date with death and I'm showing up early
Written by: NYCEEJ

