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When I Disappear
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When I Disappear was released on September 4, 2025 by Temple Records as a part of the album DITV
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AlbumDITV
Release DateSeptember 4, 2025
LabelTemple Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM103

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
White China
White China
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gianluca Buccellati
Gianluca Buccellati
Composer
Ollie E. Brown
Ollie E. Brown
Composer
Aaron Bernards
Aaron Bernards
Composer
Julian Harmon
Julian Harmon
Composer
Tony Davia
Tony Davia
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Gianluca Buccellati
Gianluca Buccellati
Producer
Ollie E. Brown
Ollie E. Brown
Recording Engineer
Heba Kadry
Heba Kadry
Mastering Engineer
Dave Cerminara
Dave Cerminara
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

I was staring at the river
I was ready for the fall
And where I said that I would meet you
I was ner to be at all
Through the whistle of the wind
That pushed me back up off the ledge
I could have sworn a higher power interfered with all my plans
And the wrestling of tears that mingled DNA with rain
Drenched my collar and the pocket I had smokes in what a shame
If I hadn’t been so lucky I’d be floating by the shore
To be found by some old folk who’d never know my name at all
Always struggling with grief
And always saying what I think
I found some cold hard blooded enemies, but none the worse than me
I burned the candle at both ends
And waxed out every ounce of dreams
I opened doors for all the shadows to surround and follow me
So don’t go looking
No don’t go looking
No don’t go looking for me
When I disappear it will be completely
Don’t go searching
No don’t go lurking
No don’t go looking for me
When I disappear it will be completely
Fine
I mean I’ve taken every single route
Rolled and tripped and grit my teeth and
Scratched the itch
I did it well
I saw the smile in a photo that was taken of me
Still I think I hid all of the truth
In how I can’t cope with myself
I somehow made it to a point where people see me as a lead
But when I give away with grace, they take advantage of the means
And the fake identity of someone dressed up in it all
The bells and whistles that I wrought as a foundation kills my whole
Vibration and to stabilize from time and time again
Of the same old littered pattern and the cycle is a spell
I was hoping I would break, but the truth is I’m not that
Wear my heart upon my sleeve yea it’s my only fucking badge
So don’t go looking
No don’t go looking
No don’t go looking for me
When I disappear it will be completely
Don’t go searching
No don’t go lurking
No don’t go looking for me
When I disappear it will be completely
Fine
So don’t go looking
No don’t go looking
No don’t go looking for me
When I disappear it will be completely
don’t go searching
No don’t go lurking
No don’t go looking for me
When I disappear it will be completely
Fine
Written by: Aaron Bernards, Gianluca Buccellati, Julian Harmon, Ollie E. Brown, Tony Davia
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