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new day
Hip-Hop/Rap
new day was released on September 7, 2025 by sofa club studios as a part of the album love machine - EP
album cover
Release DateSeptember 7, 2025
Labelsofa club studios
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM83

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
jermtown
jermtown
Songwriter

Lyrics

I'm afraid that if I fail that you won't be proud of me
Don't ask me why cause I'm afraid that you'll get it out of me
I'm afraid that they were right when everybody doubted me
I'm afraid people that stood up for me are sitting now
I'm afraid my old friends think I'm acting different now
I'm afraid my enemies notice that I'm that **** now
I'm afraid they all come together to try to bring me down
I'm afraid to get somebody else pregnant again
I'm afraid of real love that's why I never let you in
I'm afraid if I say what I feel then you won't be my friend
I'm afraid that anything I'm doing you think is a sin
I'm afraid for people that I love to pass away for real
I'm afraid that coming clean is the only way to heal
I'm afraid I chose a label job cause I ain't get a deal
I'm afraid to meet my idols and they tell me I ain't good
I'm afraid that I won't get respect from **** in my hood
I'm afraid to lose it all and have to move back to Detroit
I'm afraid that Bree left me for some ****, I'm annoyed
I'm afraid it's been three years and they still together
I'm afraid I wasn't good enough when I thought I was better
I'm afraid she was the last girl to ever break my heart
I'm afraid that you can't end me if I never let you start
I'm afraid I got some childhood traumas that I forgot
I'm afraid to unpack it but I'm afraid to let it rot
I'm afraid to ask the questions that'll lead me to the source
I'm afraid of physicality, afraid of playing sports
I'm afraid I found a home in California I won't leave
I'm afraid that healing means I wear my feelings on my sleeve
I'm afraid that if I peel the layers back then you gon' see
Me for who I really am and not for who I try to be
I'm afraid to call my pops and tell them what I really think
I'm afraid to tell my brother I'm sorry for being mean
I'm afraid that if I open up that shit gon' make me weak
I'm afraid of toxic masculinity, that shit is deep
I'm afraid when my homies that passed visit me in dreams
I'm afraid you don't respect the art if it ain't got no streams
I'm afraid I'm talking to a wall, afraid it's only me
Afraid of coming to the conclusion that I need therapy
I'm so afraid of being seen that I hide myself
The last time I could've cried, I deprived myself
The same day my son came into this world and I witnessed
The little boy inside of me was crying like an infant
Written by: jermtown
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