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nihilistic joy
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nihilistic joy was released on August 14, 2025 by Enli studio as a part of the album nihilistic joy - Single
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Release DateAugust 14, 2025
LabelEnli studio
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM122

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Enli
Enli
Vocals
JunHo
JunHo
Guitar
Kunquan Shu
Kunquan Shu
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Enli
Enli
Composer
JunHo
JunHo
Arranger
泽帆
泽帆
Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Enli
Enli
Producer
Xu Tian Hong
Xu Tian Hong
Recording Engineer
Phil Tan
Phil Tan
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
My hands don't look the same
In between my knuckles, there's an unfamiliar face
Why then, my body's not mine to take
Just a hollow shell that fits like a cage
[Verse 2]
Oh, no, no, no
I don't want to die
I don't see why I should live
Oh, if disappearing's a choice
My mind's all that I care to give
[PreChorus]
For a moment
I find myself searching through all that I have left
Just a second
The world around me fade into the day light
[Chorus]
Oh, the relief I feel when there's nothing there
'Cause truly emptiness is remedy to this whole damn life
It's just a me and my own nihilistic joy
Can't be sad when you've got nothing to be sad about
[Verse 3]
Do you seek comfort knowing that the world will end
Now by that time we would have been long gone and dead
'Cause even though I'm young, I'm still counting the days
Oh-whoa, I really have nothing left
[PreChorus]
For a moment
I find myself go numb to all I've lived and done
Just a second
The world around me fade into the day light
[PreChorus]
Oh, the relief
Emptiness is remedy
It's just a me
I'm sick of thinking, stopped believing life has meaning
[Chorus]
Oh, the relief I feel when there's nothing there
'Cause truly emptiness is remedy to this whole damn life
It's just a me and my own nihilistic joy
Can't be sad when you've got nothing to be sad about
[Outro]
Oh, no, no, no
I don't want to die
But I don't see why I should live
Oh, if disappearing's choice
My mind's all that I care to give
Written by: 恩利
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