Tryna live a hard life that's on me

I'm back on the grid they recognize me

Been doing my thing, I'm keeping it pushing, I'm keeping it player, I'm keeping it P

I got one dying wish, I hope I find some healing

My heart done been through the streets

So used to being in love when it isn't real (is this real?)

'Cause back then all I know was chasing a thrill

So used to being in love when it wasn't real (is this real?)

Now my heart don't break like glass 'cause it made of steel

Show me how you gon be real for me

'Cause loving you's out my ability

I like to fuck wit the bitches who bad for me

I had an epiphany (Oooh)

I ain't gon let that shit get to me

Fuck it I'm doing my thing and I been moving differently

3.5 to the face, no memory

If I forget you its so you remember me

I abandon the idea of love, early on living without it

Leaving the func with her friend and she peeped, this bitch was too mufucking childish

Money ain't been my concern as of recent, more worried 'bout climbing the top of the mountain

Look at the past like a view, I'm staring down on all the ones who doubted (Oooh)

So used to being in love when it isn't real (is this real?)

'Cause back then all I know was chasing a thrill

So used to being in love when it isn't real

Now my heart don't break like glass 'cause it made of steel

(Oooh)

Is this real?

(Oooh)

Chasing thrills