(INTRO)

A lot of people see the clean, (Clean)

But they never saw the crawl through hell to get here (The crawl)

This one's for the nights I barely made it through. (When I barely made it through)

Cause if I'm rolling on that road again

Then I'm trying to feel alive again

I feel them cold sweats coming in

The devil knocking at my door again

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive

I lost friends

That i can't bring back

Seen death in a spoon, love in relapse

I dance with death in a motel bed

I try to find God with a shot to the head

I'm sober now, breaking every chain

I'm standing tall, not hiding in the rain

I woke up with a war in my veins

Another night sweating dope, calling cocaine

I see ghosts in the mirror, blood on my past

Trying to outrun a needle that runs too fast

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, let you down a million times with a million lies

Cause if i'm rolling on that road again

Then I'm trying to feel alive again

I feel them cold sweats coming in

The devil knocking at my door again

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive

I still carry the guilt, still feel the shakes

Still hear the devil when my body aches

I came back to life from the edge of hell

Got a second chance with a story to tell

I still got pain, I still got scars

Wear 'em like a badge on my heart

I'm a warrior, my addiction is my past

Somebody call 911, i'm losing my mind talking to my gun

Call 911, sometimes I don't know what I'm running from

Cause if I'm rolling on that road again

Then I'm trying to feel alive again

I feel them cold sweats coming in

The devil knocking at my door again

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive